I CANT MAKE UP MY MIND.

Tell me one more time to reach your expectations
I’m so tired of these accusations
You yell at me for every wrong thing I do
The fact that I can’t do anything right hasn’t hit you

As I sit in study hall
I wonder if it’s worth it at all
Around my friends I’m always smiling
But when I’m alone my happiness is always dying

I wonder if it hurts
Is living really worse?
I’ve thought about it for so long
But life isn’t some silly love song

There’s so much more
But my mind won’t float to shore
It’s a permanent solution
But I’m tired of this lame illusion

all i am.

Tired of feeling sick,
And sick of being ignored.
I'll open up my wrists,
And show you what's in store.

I'm tired of clinging to life,
It's hanging in the balance.
All I am on this earth,
Is just one big annoyance.

me n God...

I thought my dreams were impossible,
but God said, "All things are possible."

I was lost and confused. I thought I'd never find
a solution, but God said, "I will direct your steps."

I almost gave up. I thought I couldn't do it,
but God said, "You can do all things."

I almost quit. I thought my efforts weren't worth
the trouble, but God said, "It will be worth it."

I thought I'd never make it. I thought I didn't have what it takes, but God said, "I'll supply all your needs."

I was worried. I felt trapped beneath a mountain
of despair, but God said, "Cast your worries on me."

I thought I couldn't do it, because I wasn't smart enough, but God said,
"I give you wisdom."

I suffered from guilt. I was angry at myself for what
I'd done, but God said, "I forgive you."

I disliked myself. I thought that no one loved me,
but God said, "I love you."

I wept, because I was lonely, but God said,
"I will never leave you or forsake you."

to my love....

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

Earth Hour

Earth Hour is a global event organized by WWF (World Wide Fund for Nature, also known as World Wildlife Fund) and is held on the last Saturday of March annually, asking households and businesses to turn off their non-essential lights and other electrical appliances for one hour to raise awareness towards the need to take action on climate change. Earth hour was conceived by WWF and The Sydney Morning Herald in 2007,when 2.2 million residents of Sydney participated by turning off all non-essential lights.Following Sydney's lead, many other cities around the world adopted the event in 2008................

LESSONS OF LIFE ........

I feared being aloneuntil
I learned to likemyself.
I feared failureuntil
I realized that I only fail when I don't try.
I feared success until I realized that
I had to tryin order to be happy with myself.
I feared people's opinions until I learned that
people would have opinions about me anyway.
I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth.
I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life until I experienced its beauty.
I feared death until I realized that it's
not an end, but a beginning.
I feared my destiny,until I realized that
I had the power to changemy life.
I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love until it touched my heart,
making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.
I feared ridicule until I learned howto laugh at myself.
I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future until I realized that life just kept getting better.
I feared the past until I realized that it could no longer hurt me.
I feared the dark until I saw the beauty of the starlight.
I feared the lightuntil I learned that
the truth would give me strength.
I feared change,until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly
had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

me

dear blog..
again 2dy something is in my heart to share it with u...somthing dat even i cant share with my vry own one,somthing dat is vry much hard 4 me to keep in heart...from last few days i hv noticed those things which i hvnt seen since from my childhood..secrets of my family...thoughts of my parents. i never thoght life could become so hard 4 me vry soon. never hav imagined that i hv to paid with my tears the love n care of my family. if it was so then Allah y u hv gvn me all dat. some1 once said to me dat wn der z all dark in heart,a bright ray come from somwhere but wenever i strt beleiving in dat the ray which comes makes me realise dat its light z also not for so long....the words i hv listend hv made me so hard to live up..wenevr i manage to forget everything,right after sometime i was caught by the dark arms of surprises.....dun knw how could i come out of it, my heart z lost so much in all dat which i never hv thoght of..... i was thinking y am not like wat i was in past, n am so stupid dat i thought its maybe coz i grown up....but its not wat i thought. it were the words of my family...the reality of our family,a vry loving family but still like a death cave for me.. wenever i plan to go throgh somwhere,dat way closes all its doors for me....y its always me?y its jst me ? if there is always somthing good behind bad,wen would it happen? wat will b it? .............